We're just trying to find some colour in this black and white world.

It's almost 2 am. 

and I cant sleep.

So...

HOLA.

Guess who's back.

And no, this post is not another rant (finally.)

i'm actually gonna be blogging about my life (i don't have one.)

Anyway, I shall start from last week. Haha.

Last monday, my mom, brother and I went to northpoint to eat lunch and buy fathers' day present for daddy. So yeaaah, long story short, we spent the whole afternoon walking around northpoint and settled for three tops from Bossini. Gosh, it sure is hard to pick out gifts for others especially if its for guys. 

Then... wednesday, we went out to Alexandra Road to send my phone back to LG to repair it. My phone's having so much problems such as lagging, auto-turning off, heating up while charging, charging slowly and the battery draining up super fast. So we had to go to LG which is an hour long journey to Labrador Park MRT so... the person said that the problem was only that my software wasnt updated so he updated it for me. Seems good right. But, now, my phone is heating up and draining battery at an even faster rate and charging at an even slower pace. WTF? So fed up la. What's worse is I didn't back up my phone so when he updated it, it totally went back to factory mode and lost all its data. ITS LIKE PHONE AMNESIA. Everything was GONE. Pictures, contacts, apps, music, everything. My 10GB worth of data is gone. What's worse is my previous phone had almost 4GB worth of pics and now, all those pictures are forever gone. Thing is, music can be downloaded, apps can be re-installed and contacts can be added again. BUT PICTURES CANNOT BE CAPTURED AGAIN. All those moments captured is forever gone. One year worth of photos, it can never be recovered again. Haishhh, what the hell. That never even got me anywhere because the problems I had with my phone is still unsolved, in fact in my opinion, the state of my phone became worse. Wth laaa. Sooo not worth it. BUT ANYWAY. We walked around the mall ARC and we had our lunch there AT FIVE PM. Gosh, that mall is only two story and is daaamn small. Anyway, we were walking back to MRT when we saw the bus 963 drive past. So my dad had an idea "why don't we take that bus to causeway point and have our dinner there?" gosh, the journey was sooo long about 1hour plus. We reached there at about 7+ and seeing that we just ate lunch less than an hour ago we were still full and decided to walk around. My dad was shopping for new clothes so...

I camwhored. 

Okaaay, now friday, oh thank god its friday, right? NOT. We had geog lessons from 9am all the way to 5.30pm. More than eight hours of map-reading. WHAT. brb brain cells dying. Had lunch at Mac with junyue and zhiquan. They have a new flavour for their shaker fries which is curry which i personally dont like, I prefer the seaweed and honey chipotle. So yeah, half of the class didn't come back on time so miss chiang locked them out, surprisingly, I was not one of them LOL gem finally comes on time, so miracles do happen. Haha shall not bore you with details because I swear, those eight hours is definitely nowhere near interesting.

Sunday which is fathers' day, we all slacked around in the morning and then went to church in the afternoon. After church, we went to northpoint to eat dinner and then we watched Man of Steel (god i love love love superman he's been my favourite superhero since young and i just love him so much thank god he finally learned how to wear his underwear but it's kinda weird not seeing those red undies of his haha ok im weird) So anywaaay, the movie was a-may-ziiiiing. Can we just take a minute to appreciate Henry Cavill's good looks

And his glorious muscles

god, i mean, look at him, he's so hot he's literally on fire. 

And his younger version which is Dylan Sprayberry is soooooo damn cute.

Too bad he's one year younger. Oh daaamn.

Hahaha i guess I shall talk about Superman in another blog post cos it's already 2.30 hahaha gotta go to sleep soon cos there's another geog lesson tomorrow. Map reading again wtf. Wish me luck, hope I get out of there alive.

HAHAHA more selcas below 

 

HAHA are you sick of my face yet haha BYE.

"What if a child dreamed of becoming something other than what society had intended? What if a child aspired to something greater?" -Man of Steel 

Never let the things you want make you forget about the things you have

There's no such thing as a perfect relationship, is there? 

Why are there always misunderstandings that drive couples apart? Why are there so much obstacles that couples face? Why do exes have to come into the picture and ruin such a picture perfect relationship? Why do feelings fade? Why do people have to flirt with others when they're already in a relationship? Why would you tell someone you love them and then do things that you know would hurt them? Why be in a relationship when you're acting as if you're single?

Haha, I know I'm being random. I was just studying chemistry (sucks, i understand nothing at all) when someone whatsapp-ed me because she was having some relationship problems. All I could do was listen because I didn't know what to say. After all, are there truly any words that can heal a breaking heart? I really had no idea how to comfort her or how to give her advices. Truthfully, the first thing that came into my mind was to "break up with him." 

But no, relationships shouldn't be that way. When there's something wrong, you fix it. Together. It takes two hands to clap, same goes with relationships. It takes two people to make a relationship work. Two. Not one, definitely not three. It can't be that only one person is trying to fight for the relationship. Neither can it be that another person is involved in the relationship that is supposed to be only between two people. There's no way it will work and it wouldn't end pretty. 

And you know what else is not pretty? People who flirt with their exes who are already taken. Having someone flirting with your bf/gf is already bad enough but if that someone was in a relationship previously with your bf/gf, that's just plain torture. Because, you know, that they once had feelings for each other. What makes you think that feeling will never come back? And that can cause someone to feel jealous and insecure about the relationship. I swear, people who are like this, please stop. You've already had your chance with that person once and the relationship didn't work. So give others a chance to try, maybe their relationship might work out and you might find someone who's right for you. But flirting with your ex won't help you get anywhere, you're just dwelling in your past.

Haha, oh man, I don't even know what i'm talking about right now. My mind is so messed up, I don't think I'm making any sense right now. I don't think i have the right to talk about relationships seeing that i've never been in one. But I've seen my friends cry about guys who broke their hearts and heard countless stories about how a relationship never worked out. So yeah haha #foreveralone 

"Another sleepless night trapped in my own fucking mind."